The Epiphanies ~ 6

 I’m someone for whom 2017 was an incredibly transformative year. Coming out from a downward spiral that almost cost me my life, 2017 was my year and I never could’ve imagined the following years to be any different.

Not only has 2020 (and 2021 so far) have been incredibly empty, they forced me to be productive in a manner that just didn’t work for me.

I met so many people during this time (mostly online) and left many behind as well. It cost me my relationships and my peace of mind- almost as if I was floating around aimlessly despite being burdened by the work I’ve had to do.

I am grateful, however, of all that the pandemic has shown me. The fact that I am indeed blessed to have a lot more than I have asked for, and that I must continue to be content with all that I do have.

 It is the feeling of not really reaching what I’ve known to be the norm- and the fear of what comes ahead.

 It’s the feeling of missing who I was whilst appreciating who I’ve had to become.

 Could it be any different if the pandemic never hit?

 I guess we’ll never know.

 kindness and love ever ..

will and shall be with you soon