Thoughts after my breakups

 after my breakup , i realised moving on is not easy .

 u may can do everything to forget someone but memories don't leave u so easily . 

u have to go though so many mood swings .

sometimes u feel u have moved on and at same time u can feel the pain in heart that its all about yesterday . 

even after trying so hard , u don't stop missing them .

u miss them in each and every moment . 

sometimes u hide the truth from ur friends that u can still feel the same . 

u can feel them in songs , movies and everywhere . 

u want to talk to them and want to smile like before .

u tell the whole world that u are silent and feel numb .

 when u know being with them is not the right thing and also unloving them is something impossible then it hurts u deep .

fighting with ur own thoughts and reminding ur mind the reasons for unloving them .life goes on like this . 

time passes by and u will learn to live with ur loneliness . 

u soon peace is not in any person or in any relationship .

it was always inside u but u wasted ur time finding somewhere else where u lost. it . 

trust the process of healing . 

it is the time taken process and depends on ur acceptance power . 

but don't lie to urself . 

accept it if u can't involve or can't hate the person . 

it is the sign that u need to forgive them .